My heart~numb!

I don’t know why I feel this way. But seriously, I’m just feeling nothing. I think I’m just agreeing with one of my classmate who said that girls do not need love like boys are, what they really need are attention from those who love them because they can grow their love to somebody who love them and give attention to them. I’m sorry if any girl out there will argue with this statement. But it is just the opinion of my friend who is also a girl. Now I think I’ve become one of the girl; at the part that “need attention”. Yes, I need attention; I need someone who can show me his love every day, even he is busy with his daily schedule. Everybody could call me selfish or cruel; I just don’t care because they don’t really know what I’m going through. Only I know myself, only I know what happened to me. The crucial part is only I know how I feel. Nobody is. People out there might say that I’m the one that do not give him a chance; I’m the one that should understand that he was busy. I’m just thinking, how one could handle a family if when he is busy; he can’t even just text a goodnight wish to his girl. It is ridiculous plus he can even chat with his girl’s friend on the internet social network. The reason why he could chat on the social network is because it is about the business matter. What the hell! God, I’ve changed my life a lot just for the relationship. I even lost contact with my friends (of course boys) just because of his jealousy. Guys, sorry for abandon all of you just to keep this relationship. I love this relationship before but now, I don’t know. I feel nothing, my heart feel numb! Oh, my Goodness! Just give me strength, a guide to the best path. Aminnn…

BioMASS

Di saat tak berapa sihat ni, boring asyik terbaring je.. nak baca note,buat revision terasa macam tak worth je because confirm takkan melekat pun dalam memory of my brain. Then, I've decided to share the activities sepanjang saya mengikuti pengajian dalam Biomolekul di UiTM Shah Alam (ayat sangatlah skema..hehe.mybe penangan dari bacteria that cause the infections to my throat and my nose..huhu..).
BioMASS is actually stand for Biomolecular Science Association. Starting from saya menjadi ahli BioMASS a.k.a student of biomolecular science student, there is a program that will be held for every semester which is more like family day to all biomolecular students. For me, this is the time to get along well with all the seniors and juniors as we are in the same field and experienced the same things. So, why not if I could share the experiences and ask advises especially from the seniors who have more experiences than me regarding the subjects or courses of the biomolecular programme. Meanwhile, this kind of family day actually nak releasekan stress student2 biomol ni yang asyik duduk je dalam lab dating dengan bacteria2 dalam lab microb tu..haha.. Sangat bosan kan kalau asyik ngedate ngan bacteria2 tu je.. Maybe our advisor of the BioMASS, Dr Sharifah Aminah nak student2 dia at least become normal person who have time to enjoy their life walaupun tengah busy.. Thanks Dr.Sharifah.. Tiba2 teringat kat cikgu Matematik time form 5 dulu, Cikgu Teh Pei Choo. Ni antara nasihat dia yang saya akan ingat sampai bila2..
" You all mesti belajar sungguh2. Tapi jangan sampai tak ada masa untuk diri sendiri. You have to belajar sungguh2 and at the same time enjoy yourself. Kalau setakat jadi student yang cemerlang tapi you don't even have time for yourself then that just not life...."
Berbalik kepada BioMASS punya aktiviti,sem ni pnye aktiviti, we all went to Cherating. Aktiviti kebajikan yang we all buat ialah...tolong bersihkan pantai..hehe..here are some pics that I want to share..:)

this pic ada mamarazzi snap before bertolak ke Cherating. Having a breakfast dulu.. nasi lemak + mineral water..

Time ni dah sampai Cherating. Berkumpul dulu sblum start kutip sampah..

Besar plastik tu.. Cik Sabby tu sebenarnya x tolong bersihkan pantai tu pun.. she was playing around, snapping2 pics..haha..

They are my classmate + housemate..

Tirah and Syuk bergabung tenaga untuk menghasilkan istana pasir impian Syuk..haha..

At last, terbina jugak istana pasir impian Syuk. Yang depan tu duyung sesat..hee;)

Dua pembina sand castle with the lost duyung, Goku and Gohan..Dragonball ada 7 biji semuanya..hikhik..

Let's dinner!

My table: Histidine!

Badge as doorgift..

Some of my classmates..

Taking pics sebelum ke Kemaman..

Kedai jual kepok at Kemaman..