I'm already 23! ;-D

28 December (yesterday) was my birthday in which means that I'm already 23!huhuhu... Saya semakin dewasa and hopefully I'll be mature as my age.. Tapi susah la nak mematangkan diri ni..maybe I can be mature on certain things but when it comes to my parents, I'm always still the little girl who will sulk easily even about a small matter. Mak & Abah, I'm sorry because I'm so childish.. Thanks to my parents for wishing me and blessing me.. I'm grateful to have such wonderful parents like both of you.. I wish that I could hear both of you wish h.b to me for the next 1000 years.. :')
(Ingat vampire kerr nk idup beribu thun.. Over..!! Vampire Diaries sgt....;)hehe..)

I'm touch..really!

There is no such words that I could explain to all of you, my wonderful friends for making me sooo touch on my 23rd birthday. Never thought that you guys will give me such a unpredictable surprise party with all the "busy2" things that we all should do at the last week of the semester (assignment,lab report,proposal etc.). Honestly thanks to all of you.. I'm glad that I know I still have friends whose sincerely taking care of me..


This cute birthday card was made by acap, eben n mira.. butterfly tu eben yg buatkn..:D Dlm card ni ada ucapan2 dari semua yg celebrate my b'day smlm..


B'day card made by Meer.. So cute that it shows my characters..


Reading the card made me smile and laugh.. But actually I'm touch..:')


Donashi for my b'day..really cute right..?hehe..


This Californian Almond donut is my favourite. My friends said that the chef cook by himself and give it for free. Just like it was sponsored by Big Apple to give it to me.. Haha..


Ni mkanan2 yg dimasak sdiri oleh my friends. Agar2 rambutan Mumu a.k.a the mastermind yg buatkn.. Bihun yg pnuh ditabur dgn daun sup tu Fizz yg masak (thanks sgt even Fizz xde time celebrate tu).



Makan time:

Suap mastermind dulu..;)

My housemate, kak Fida yang tak pernah kluar sama2 ngn kitorg pun celebrate my b'day that night..tq..:D

Nak mkan pun sempat nak posing b'gambar dengan I ye Eben..hee~:)

Dah mula nk posing2 b'gambar lpas mkn:




Bajet princess la sgt..hehe..

Peace ya! ;)







Present from Fizz..Kinder Bueno..Yummy..;)~

This bracelet made by Eben (meaning the beads and the arrangement of the beads to make it a bracelet was made by him) It is ceramic beads actually.. Eben made that beads during his Industrial Training. Thank you Eben..;)


This is the combination pics made by Mumu that was paste in the b'day card.. Cantik.. Love it!;D
The best part is, the b'day was celebrated dekat court sepak takraw a.k.a court bdminton we all time court dlm pusat sukan dah full..hehe..unik kan smbut kt court spak takraw..;)
Thanks a lot to all of you.. You all are wonderful.. Love you all..xoxo..
Lots of love,
Pija~

Not perfect, no love??

Love is not about being perfectly beauty to someone you love.
Love is more about being who you are, being honest of how you feel and what your truth opinions about certain things.
You don’t have to push yourself so hard to be so perfectly beautiful like Miss Universe or perfectly cute like Barbie dolls just because to make someone you love responds to accept your love.
My Marketing lecturer always reminds me that “beauty is very subjective my dear…”. Well, thanks to him to make me realized that again.
Let’s back to the point; most of the times we don’t need such stupid reasons like beauty or cuteness to fall in love with someone.
Outer beauty is just a surface value of someone.
As the time passed, the outer beauty will fade and what left is just the eternal inner beauty.
So why you bother so much, torture yourself just to look perfectly beautiful outside. But then, that doesn’t mean that you need to look shabby or messy.
What I mean here is just be yourself, be who you are, use your own style; style that make you comfort with.
You don’t have to look so exaggerate and desperate to get someone you love.
If the person really loves you, you just don’t need to make him.
And, if he loves you in return, start your honest love journey.
Just tell him what you like and what you hate.
Don’t just simply agree with anything he said if you know that you never agree with it for your entire life.
Just tell your opinions even if the opinions will object his opinions.
It is okay to argue certain important things sometimes because that what make both of you know each other deeply indeed.
Sometimes the differences between the couple make them more appreciating each other. So, don’t be afraid to stand your principle on certain things just because your love one does not agree with it.
Both of you might use both of your opinion or principle to share with each other and know each other well.
As you started to know your couple, you’ll know why he has such opinion that is far difference of yours and both of you will start to respect each other view.
~honest opinion from miss sunshine~

My heart~numb!

I don’t know why I feel this way. But seriously, I’m just feeling nothing. I think I’m just agreeing with one of my classmate who said that girls do not need love like boys are, what they really need are attention from those who love them because they can grow their love to somebody who love them and give attention to them. I’m sorry if any girl out there will argue with this statement. But it is just the opinion of my friend who is also a girl. Now I think I’ve become one of the girl; at the part that “need attention”. Yes, I need attention; I need someone who can show me his love every day, even he is busy with his daily schedule. Everybody could call me selfish or cruel; I just don’t care because they don’t really know what I’m going through. Only I know myself, only I know what happened to me. The crucial part is only I know how I feel. Nobody is. People out there might say that I’m the one that do not give him a chance; I’m the one that should understand that he was busy. I’m just thinking, how one could handle a family if when he is busy; he can’t even just text a goodnight wish to his girl. It is ridiculous plus he can even chat with his girl’s friend on the internet social network. The reason why he could chat on the social network is because it is about the business matter. What the hell! God, I’ve changed my life a lot just for the relationship. I even lost contact with my friends (of course boys) just because of his jealousy. Guys, sorry for abandon all of you just to keep this relationship. I love this relationship before but now, I don’t know. I feel nothing, my heart feel numb! Oh, my Goodness! Just give me strength, a guide to the best path. Aminnn…

BioMASS

Di saat tak berapa sihat ni, boring asyik terbaring je.. nak baca note,buat revision terasa macam tak worth je because confirm takkan melekat pun dalam memory of my brain. Then, I've decided to share the activities sepanjang saya mengikuti pengajian dalam Biomolekul di UiTM Shah Alam (ayat sangatlah skema..hehe.mybe penangan dari bacteria that cause the infections to my throat and my nose..huhu..).
BioMASS is actually stand for Biomolecular Science Association. Starting from saya menjadi ahli BioMASS a.k.a student of biomolecular science student, there is a program that will be held for every semester which is more like family day to all biomolecular students. For me, this is the time to get along well with all the seniors and juniors as we are in the same field and experienced the same things. So, why not if I could share the experiences and ask advises especially from the seniors who have more experiences than me regarding the subjects or courses of the biomolecular programme. Meanwhile, this kind of family day actually nak releasekan stress student2 biomol ni yang asyik duduk je dalam lab dating dengan bacteria2 dalam lab microb tu..haha.. Sangat bosan kan kalau asyik ngedate ngan bacteria2 tu je.. Maybe our advisor of the BioMASS, Dr Sharifah Aminah nak student2 dia at least become normal person who have time to enjoy their life walaupun tengah busy.. Thanks Dr.Sharifah.. Tiba2 teringat kat cikgu Matematik time form 5 dulu, Cikgu Teh Pei Choo. Ni antara nasihat dia yang saya akan ingat sampai bila2..
" You all mesti belajar sungguh2. Tapi jangan sampai tak ada masa untuk diri sendiri. You have to belajar sungguh2 and at the same time enjoy yourself. Kalau setakat jadi student yang cemerlang tapi you don't even have time for yourself then that just not life...."
Berbalik kepada BioMASS punya aktiviti,sem ni pnye aktiviti, we all went to Cherating. Aktiviti kebajikan yang we all buat ialah...tolong bersihkan pantai..hehe..here are some pics that I want to share..:)

this pic ada mamarazzi snap before bertolak ke Cherating. Having a breakfast dulu.. nasi lemak + mineral water..

Time ni dah sampai Cherating. Berkumpul dulu sblum start kutip sampah..

Besar plastik tu.. Cik Sabby tu sebenarnya x tolong bersihkan pantai tu pun.. she was playing around, snapping2 pics..haha..

They are my classmate + housemate..

Tirah and Syuk bergabung tenaga untuk menghasilkan istana pasir impian Syuk..haha..

At last, terbina jugak istana pasir impian Syuk. Yang depan tu duyung sesat..hee;)

Dua pembina sand castle with the lost duyung, Goku and Gohan..Dragonball ada 7 biji semuanya..hikhik..

Let's dinner!

My table: Histidine!

Badge as doorgift..

Some of my classmates..

Taking pics sebelum ke Kemaman..

Kedai jual kepok at Kemaman..

Oh My Cutie Alcatel!

Hari ni semua benda pun xkena.. Adoyai.. Ni gara-gara byk sangat berfikir pasal proposal untuk final year project. Kesudahannya, my cutie alcatel pun saya tinggal dlm teksi..hahaha.. Sory dear..I'm so clumsy..Didn't mean to leave you..:( Alkisahnya selepas solat zohor td saya dengan kelam-kabutnya bersiap-siaplah untuk ke lab bioinformatic. Kekelam kabutan saya sangatlah terbukti dengan pilihan baju and tudung yg tak perlu diiron, ready to wear punya baju.hahaha.. Dah siap2,saya pun turun dari rumah sewa bersama-sama dengan my classmate yang juga my housemate,Sabrina. Saat menuruni tangga terserempak dengan member Sab. Berlakulah tegur menegur di situ and dlm tgh kelam-kabut tu sempat jugak la saya sedekahkan senyuman manis kat member Sab tu. Then tiba2 member Sab panggil and tanya ada t'jtuh duit x. At the same time saya tengah duk mencari duit seringgit tuk tambang bas yg saya dah selit kat celah-celah hp and purse sebelum keluar dari rumah. And terbuktilah that is my money selepas saya tengok kerenyukan duit tersebut. Saya sangat teruk..duit main renyuk2 and letak merata-rata..Adoyai..Mmg dah jd habit kot.haha.. Sebenarnya dah berniat untuk naik teksi pergi fac tp xtau la kenapa nak jugak keluarkan duit seringgit tu..huhu.. And my intention untuk naik teksi tu pun tercapai dengan sokongan Sab yang jugak malas nak jalan jauh2 dari bus stop ke lab. Time dalam teksi saya pegang si Alcatel tu. Then time nak byar duit tambang saya rasa macam dah letak si Alcatel tu dalam beg. Lepas dah bayar tambang saya and Sab terus naik tangga ke fac and naik lif ke lab. 2 jam dalam lab baru saya sedar yang si Alcatel takde pun dalam my beg.huhuhu..Adeh!Kelam kabutlah mntak tolong Sab call my no. Malang sekali coz Sab xckup kredit nk call.Then mintak tolong cik Aimera pulak. First time call xde org jwab.. I start to worry and menggelabah..huhu.. Then try second time ada org jwab..Pak cik teksi td!haha.. Pak cik tu cakap dia kt kl hantar org. Nasib baiklah rumah p.cik tu kt shah alam. So bleh la dia hantar si Alcatel on the way dia balik ke rumah. And lastly, saya dapat balik my Alcatel.. huhuhu.. Alcatelku, you really like hp mainan..sangat ringan,nipis and kcik..jatuh pun xperasan.. By the way, this is happy ending punya story..hehe.. ^_^

Bye2 October..

Dah lama tak berblog ni..busy..huhuhu.. em...byk bnda x diceritakan sepanjang bulan oktober yg lepas.. Antara yg miss untuk dcritakan: 1. My little sis punya birthday (15 oct) 2. My dad punya birthday (18 oct) Tak bagi apa2 hadiah pun..juz wish happy birthday..sgt kejam kan..hehe.. Tapi xpe coz hadiah bila2 pun bleh bg.. Saya seorang yg sgt mengikut mood & ketebalan purse bab nk beli2 hadiah ni.. So,I'm sorry adik n abah..:( 3. Majlis akad nikah my cousin (28 oct) Sangat meriah walaupun kelam kabut course hari tu adik2 sedara termasuklah my little bro semua pun dah nak balik asrama. My sis plak nk balik langkawi coz hri Isnin tu dh keja. Gambar pun xsmpat nk amek coz sibuk duk tolong hidangkan mknan tuk family sebelah pengantin lelaki. Tp still smpat posing kt cameraman..hope nnt dpt la gmbar dr cameraman tuk upload dlm ni.. Majlis resepsi kahwin 2 Disember nnt which is I'll not able to attend. But if I manage to attend, I'll sure attend the ceremony.. Anyway,congratulations my cousin, Balqis!

People of my life (part 2)..

Hehehehe... As I've promised, ni sambungan tuk sesi memperkenalkan orang2 yang wujud dalam hidup aku...

This is my sis.. Samakah kami? orang2 kat shah alam ramai ckp sama, serupa and macam2 lagi la yang semeaning dengannya.. Tapi orang2 kat kedah tak pernah la pulak cakap kami sama..aishhh.... ): tak special la..ada orang muka sama..huhuhu...

This photo was taken 5 years ago (2007). Time ni baru masuk diploma. Abaikan dua manusia kat belakang tu ye.. duduk dari kiri: Mahfuzah Hamzah (minah ni menghilang tanpa khabar berita; maybe dah kahwin kot..hehehe...), Nurul Hidayu Johari (ni pun dah lama xjumpa..), yang paling kanan tu Ain Noraziera..(pun dah lama xjumpa..dia dah nk konvo dah...congratz..;))

Inilah duta Kolej Unikop..hehehe... Nama miss ni Miss Suliha.. Last jumpa dia sem lepas time konvo dia..but i don't have the konvo photos..adoi..teruk kan saya ni..nanti dah ada nk upload la..hehehe.. to be continued...

People of my life..

For the very beginning, let me introduce you to the people around me that make my life more wonderful, colourful and much more meaningful..

They are my wonderful parents..never give up on me..:)

Abaikan yang kat blakang tu..yang duduk depan dari kiri anda, Mumu(banting), Mira(seremban)and Yaya(Yusuf Taiyoob, penang..hehe....) They are my roommates..

Ni pulak jiran sebelah bilik a.k.a my housemates.. Dari kiri anda, Sabby (senawang), Meer (kuala kubu baru) and abaikan yang kanan tu coz I've already introduce miss ni kat atas td..;)

Ni pun housemate gak..bilik sebelah bilik minah2 atas ni.. Nama dia Afifah (jitra,kedah)..

Haa..yang cantik sorang ni orang yg berkongsi nama ngan saya ye.. nme die pun Fiza...

Ni one of my gila2 friend.. Miss ni nama dia Nurul Aqidah a.k.a Kutai. Kampung kat Sungai Petani.. Satu negeri dgn cek..hehe..

Yang wat double peace tu Yana.. One of my friends dari diploma.. sekarang dah t'pisah..Dia tercampak ke Kuala Pilah..hehe..(yg lg sorg tu menyibuk..hehe..)

Cantik kan minah ni senyum..hehe..ni Atin.. Dia ni pun tercampak kat Pilah jugak..sama macam Yana.. Mmg duduk satu rumah kat sana.. gambar ni time Unikop Science Club Dinner time part 5.. That's all for now as the beginning.. Nanti saya kenalkan lagi ye my family and my friends..;)

Starting the blog again...(-:

Sebelum ni pernah je wat blog..tapi dah lama sangat dah tak update..ada la kot 2 tahun..hahaha..kalau makanan,dah basi + berulat + berlalat...;) Ni wat balik blog n ntah sampai bila pulak la blog ni lasting..hehehe.. Kalau sebelum ni I'm just doing it for fun, but this time my intention is quiet jelas la.. Nk share my experience and my friends punya experience and mybe our experiences together.. Actually,writing a blog will make me able to reduce my depress a little bit..bila jari-jemari ni menari-nari atas keyboard ni ibarat melepaskan stress2 yang ada dalam badan, hati and otak.. So, ringan la sikit badan, hati and otak?? hahaha.. Boleh pulak camtu kan..? Anyway, wish that this blog will always updated by me and it will really help me reduces my stress.. (jgn b'tambah stress lagi dah la coz xde mende nk update..kekeke...) Hopefully sampai dapat anak2, cucu2 nnti pun blog ni still ada lagi..;)(sampai cucu,tinggi betul wish tu..)(-;