I'm already 23! ;-D

28 December (yesterday) was my birthday in which means that I'm already 23!huhuhu... Saya semakin dewasa and hopefully I'll be mature as my age.. Tapi susah la nak mematangkan diri ni..maybe I can be mature on certain things but when it comes to my parents, I'm always still the little girl who will sulk easily even about a small matter. Mak & Abah, I'm sorry because I'm so childish.. Thanks to my parents for wishing me and blessing me.. I'm grateful to have such wonderful parents like both of you.. I wish that I could hear both of you wish h.b to me for the next 1000 years.. :')
(Ingat vampire kerr nk idup beribu thun.. Over..!! Vampire Diaries sgt....;)hehe..)

I'm touch..really!

There is no such words that I could explain to all of you, my wonderful friends for making me sooo touch on my 23rd birthday. Never thought that you guys will give me such a unpredictable surprise party with all the "busy2" things that we all should do at the last week of the semester (assignment,lab report,proposal etc.). Honestly thanks to all of you.. I'm glad that I know I still have friends whose sincerely taking care of me..


This cute birthday card was made by acap, eben n mira.. butterfly tu eben yg buatkn..:D Dlm card ni ada ucapan2 dari semua yg celebrate my b'day smlm..


B'day card made by Meer.. So cute that it shows my characters..


Reading the card made me smile and laugh.. But actually I'm touch..:')


Donashi for my b'day..really cute right..?hehe..


This Californian Almond donut is my favourite. My friends said that the chef cook by himself and give it for free. Just like it was sponsored by Big Apple to give it to me.. Haha..


Ni mkanan2 yg dimasak sdiri oleh my friends. Agar2 rambutan Mumu a.k.a the mastermind yg buatkn.. Bihun yg pnuh ditabur dgn daun sup tu Fizz yg masak (thanks sgt even Fizz xde time celebrate tu).



Makan time:

Suap mastermind dulu..;)

My housemate, kak Fida yang tak pernah kluar sama2 ngn kitorg pun celebrate my b'day that night..tq..:D

Nak mkan pun sempat nak posing b'gambar dengan I ye Eben..hee~:)

Dah mula nk posing2 b'gambar lpas mkn:




Bajet princess la sgt..hehe..

Peace ya! ;)







Present from Fizz..Kinder Bueno..Yummy..;)~

This bracelet made by Eben (meaning the beads and the arrangement of the beads to make it a bracelet was made by him) It is ceramic beads actually.. Eben made that beads during his Industrial Training. Thank you Eben..;)


This is the combination pics made by Mumu that was paste in the b'day card.. Cantik.. Love it!;D
The best part is, the b'day was celebrated dekat court sepak takraw a.k.a court bdminton we all time court dlm pusat sukan dah full..hehe..unik kan smbut kt court spak takraw..;)
Thanks a lot to all of you.. You all are wonderful.. Love you all..xoxo..
Lots of love,
Pija~

Not perfect, no love??

Love is not about being perfectly beauty to someone you love.
Love is more about being who you are, being honest of how you feel and what your truth opinions about certain things.
You don’t have to push yourself so hard to be so perfectly beautiful like Miss Universe or perfectly cute like Barbie dolls just because to make someone you love responds to accept your love.
My Marketing lecturer always reminds me that “beauty is very subjective my dear…”. Well, thanks to him to make me realized that again.
Let’s back to the point; most of the times we don’t need such stupid reasons like beauty or cuteness to fall in love with someone.
Outer beauty is just a surface value of someone.
As the time passed, the outer beauty will fade and what left is just the eternal inner beauty.
So why you bother so much, torture yourself just to look perfectly beautiful outside. But then, that doesn’t mean that you need to look shabby or messy.
What I mean here is just be yourself, be who you are, use your own style; style that make you comfort with.
You don’t have to look so exaggerate and desperate to get someone you love.
If the person really loves you, you just don’t need to make him.
And, if he loves you in return, start your honest love journey.
Just tell him what you like and what you hate.
Don’t just simply agree with anything he said if you know that you never agree with it for your entire life.
Just tell your opinions even if the opinions will object his opinions.
It is okay to argue certain important things sometimes because that what make both of you know each other deeply indeed.
Sometimes the differences between the couple make them more appreciating each other. So, don’t be afraid to stand your principle on certain things just because your love one does not agree with it.
Both of you might use both of your opinion or principle to share with each other and know each other well.
As you started to know your couple, you’ll know why he has such opinion that is far difference of yours and both of you will start to respect each other view.
~honest opinion from miss sunshine~

My heart~numb!

I don’t know why I feel this way. But seriously, I’m just feeling nothing. I think I’m just agreeing with one of my classmate who said that girls do not need love like boys are, what they really need are attention from those who love them because they can grow their love to somebody who love them and give attention to them. I’m sorry if any girl out there will argue with this statement. But it is just the opinion of my friend who is also a girl. Now I think I’ve become one of the girl; at the part that “need attention”. Yes, I need attention; I need someone who can show me his love every day, even he is busy with his daily schedule. Everybody could call me selfish or cruel; I just don’t care because they don’t really know what I’m going through. Only I know myself, only I know what happened to me. The crucial part is only I know how I feel. Nobody is. People out there might say that I’m the one that do not give him a chance; I’m the one that should understand that he was busy. I’m just thinking, how one could handle a family if when he is busy; he can’t even just text a goodnight wish to his girl. It is ridiculous plus he can even chat with his girl’s friend on the internet social network. The reason why he could chat on the social network is because it is about the business matter. What the hell! God, I’ve changed my life a lot just for the relationship. I even lost contact with my friends (of course boys) just because of his jealousy. Guys, sorry for abandon all of you just to keep this relationship. I love this relationship before but now, I don’t know. I feel nothing, my heart feel numb! Oh, my Goodness! Just give me strength, a guide to the best path. Aminnn…